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Poetry-friends, a question: have any of you published (or read) poetry about Sappho? I am writing an essay for my MA about Sappho and sexuality and personal reception, and am interested in other people's writing about her. I already know Sonya Taaffe's "Ψάπφοι Σελάννα" and several blog posts about Sappho, and Cat Valente's translation years ago in Xelas Magazine, but what else is there?

(It is Sappho who makes me wish I read Greek. My languages are Akkadian and Sumerian; I want to continue with Akkadian this autumn, and the next on my list may be Classical Armenian, because it would open up under-studied aspects of the Alexander Romance, which is what I want to write a PhD on, eventually. Starting in autumn of 2014, I hope. So I am re-reading Sappho via Anne Carson, whose edition is beautiful; even in translation, Sappho's words are wondrous.)

In gratitude for any poems you can give, and because I want to share this, a grave inscription by Nossis (whose wikipedia page yielded a book I want: Rabinowitz & Auanger, eds. Among Women: From the Homosocial to the Homoerotic in the Ancient World):

Stranger, if you sail to the land of lovely dances, Mytilene,
To catch fire from the blossom of Sappho's graces,
Say that a friend to her and the Muses, this Locrian land
Bore me. And knowing my name is Nossis, go on!

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Today sees the publication of my story "Singing like a Hundred Dug-up Bones" in Beneath Ceaseless Skies. It is also available in audio format, read by Folly Blaine, for those of you who enjoy such things. It's about ghosts, singing and archaeology on a remote island.

The island is inspired by the Orkneys. Here is the heather (although here it is in flower, in early autumn, not frost-got and flowerless in the early spring of the story):

heather


It is said of the Orkneys that you have only to take a trowel to the soil and you'll find archaeology. The people living there thousands of years ago - up to five thousand years ago - have left plenty behind. When I visited last year, I went from site to site (with a lot of walking in-between, over 10 miles a day on some islands): from the iconic Maes Howe and Skara Brae to the possibly-unique Dwarfie Stane to a chambered tomb in the car park of a café, still being excavated by an archaeologist slightly possessive of it, where I crouched in the puddle-filled narrow corridor-chamber and he pointed to the side-chambers still stacked full of bones and soil and otter excrement. It is not one person per side-chamber but an accretion over years, body upon body, by now a mass of bones to be interpreted, under these mounds that dot the Orkney landscape just as they do Knowe's island.

mound


That interpretation is one thing I am perpetually fascinated by in archaeology and history, as my poem "Thousands of Years Ago, I Made This String Skirt" attests (and another poem currently out on submission, and another story likewise). Of course, "Singing like a Hundred Dug-up Bones" cheats: there are ghosts to tell (or sing) their stories, bridging the centuries-long gap. Knowe can hear their voices directly. In a post written while I was writing an earlier draft of this story, I said of Patrick Wolf's "Damaris": "And yet again I find myself drawn to the stories of women that would otherwise be lost if not for a drawing out, an act of art that brings them back into wider memory." The fun of fiction is that I can make stories - and the ghosts to tell them - where the bones in our world are nearly silent.

Knowe's world, although inspired by ours, doesn't completely match it. Knowe lives at a time not many centuries before ours, perhaps the 18th or early 19th Century CE. (Knowe's name is a nickname, meaning 'hill', in the mostly-English now spoken in the Orkneys. I owe that name, some mentions of myth and the song Knowe sings in the mound to The Folklore of Orkney and Shetland by Ernest Marwick.) The mound she's excavating is in the style of Maes Howe: a tunnel into a central chamber, from which you can access the small side-chambers where the bones of the dead were placed. Mounds such as Maes Howe are 5000 years old, yet the gap between Knowe and the mounds' inhabitants can be measured in hundreds of years, not thousands. The mounds' inhabitants - the ghosts - have Pictish names, taken in pieces from a list of kings' names (Uuirp became Uuir, Gurum became Gur, Gurnait and Tolorg became Tolnait; others, like Tolorg, Aniel, Manath, stayed unchanged) - men's names, but those are the ones largely attested, and google turned up a blog post (citing a piece in British Archaeology) about the possibility of Pictish women's names being very similar to the men's, distinguished only in writing by a symbol at the end. Taking that suggestion, I carved the women's names from the men's.

It is our world, askance.

It is Knowe's own past, Knowe's own heritage; but, though I know of no ancestors who lived in the Orkneys, it's the closest I've yet come to writing about my own heritage (although, note, Scotland and the Orkneys are not the same; my cattle-thieving MacFarlanes were of a different place; in case there's any confusion, the Mainland of the story is the main island, not Scotland). It's written in my English, because that's the only one I know; but if I'd lived in Scotland, I'd know Scots, which is not what the people of the Orkneys speak. (I say it's written in my English, but of course the spelling was changed to American, sigh.) It's remote. At the same time, it's not so very. At the same time, it is.

It is also about singing, for which I owe a great deal of gratitude to Ellen Kushner and Delia Sherman for leading a singing circle at Wiscon last year (how appropriate that this story is published just before this year's Wiscon), as well as everyone who joined in, Liz Argall, Rose Lemberg and more, without whom this story would never have been written. Thank you. Perhaps the people who lived in these old houses (Skara Brae) by the sea would have sung similarly.

skara-brae-sea

skara-brae


It seems relevant to note, in a story about singing, that the songs I listened to while writing it were Loreena McKennitt's "Standing Stones" and "Ancient Pines", and Patrick Wolf's "Damaris", "Thickets" and "This Weather". (For all their prevalence in the Orkneys, there are no standing stones in this story. Perhaps in another.)

And now I kiss
I kiss the earth

Oh oh rise up, rise up, rise up now from the earth

And I smashed my fist
Into the earth

Oh oh rise up, rise up, rise up now from the earth

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I will be at Wiscon in (ahhh) under 2 weeks' time! My schedule is pretty light - 2 readings, 1 panel - which means lots of time for hanging out with everyone. I look forward to seeing lots of people there! (I will also be at Readercon, and remaining in the US between the two cons, for maximum people-seeing. As well as essay-finishing.)

Open Secrets: a Speculative Poetry Reading - Sat, 2:30–3:45 pm - Senate B
Lisa Bradley, Amal El-Mohtar, Gwynne Garfinkle, Nancy Hightower, Kathrin Koehler, Shira Lipkin, Alex Dally MacFarlane, Elizabeth R. McClellan, Julia Rios, S. Brackett Robertson, Sofia Samatar

Members of the Secret Poetry Cabal (a speculative poetry group) will read their work.

Spindles and Spitfire - Sat, 4:00–5:15 pm - Conference 2
Lisa Bradley, Shira Lipkin, Alex Dally MacFarlane, Patty Templeton

Join us for a reading packed full of sinister whimsy, hidden hearts, folkloric sensibilities and SNACKS! Lisa Bradley dances with the skeletons in her closet. Shira Lipkin will apparently write anything if you dare her to on Twitter. Alex Dally MacFarlane works at a spindle of bones and gold. Patty Templeton writes hellpunk in a handbasket, full of ghosts, freaks and fools.

Gender in Science Fiction - Sun, 10:00–11:15 am - Capitol A
Dr. Janice M. Bogstad, Keffy R. M. Kehrli, Alex Dally MacFarlane, Lauren K. Moody, Joan Slonczewski

How have our views of gender changed in real life and in science fiction? Is gender now like ethnicity — many different types that shade into each other? As new possibilities emerge, are there new taboos — new things we don't allow?
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Today I have a poem, "Always Packing", in the new issue of Through the Gate. I wrote it after visiting Izmaylovo Market in Moscow, which felt like a fairytale market: not just because of the buildings you can see in those pictures, but because even in the morning it was already being packed up, as if about to be carried away on the autumn wind, yet another day it was still there, still packing.

I also realised recently that my poem "Most Beautiful in Death", published last year in The Cascadia Subduction Zone and print-only for a while, can now be downloaded on their back issues page. The issue to download is Vol. 2 No. 3, Jul. 2012 (PDF download of the whole issue), although you might want to peruse their other issues for even more poetry, reviews, essays.
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The Other Half of the Sky is here!



It's an anthology of science fiction stories with female protagonists, and this quote from the anthology description remains one of my favourite things, capturing the scope of roles not always given to women no matter how far into the future writers look:

As one of the women in Tiptree’s “Houston, Houston, Do You Read?” says: “We sing a lot. Adventure songs, work songs, mothering songs, mood songs, trouble songs, joke songs, love songs – everything.” Everything.

It contains my novelette "Under Falna's Mask", in which a young woman, Mar-teri, has recently taken charge of her group and must lead them to safety in a time when the danger from people on the other side of the planet is growing - navigating the legacy of violent retaliation left by the Falna of my poem "Sung Around Alsar-Scented Fires".

I plan to write more in this setting - I've had another poem, "Tadi", published in Strange Horizons this year, which I never did blog about because it's such a personal poem that I'm not always comfortable with it being published, but here you are, and I've had a story, "Unwritten in Green", published in Futuredaze: An Anthology of YA Science Fiction, edited by Hannah Strom-Martin and Erin Underwood (and was recently told that Rich Horton put "Unwritten in Green" on his recommended reading list in the latest issue of Locus!), and when I have time (haha) I have a novella of intersecting stories planned... There is a lot to be written here. I hope that readers enjoy "Under Falna's Mask".

Other writers in The Other Half of the Sky include Aliette de Bodard, Vandana Singh, Nisi Shawl, Martha Wells, Ken Liu and more! You can find out more here and buy it in print or ebook directly from the publisher. Anyone who buys the print edition from the publisher will get the ebook as well. Readers based outside the US will probably want to turn to the Book Depository or elsewhere for print copies with more favourable shipping rates.

The Other Half of the Sky has received many positive reviews already, my favourite being the Library Journal review, which concludes with: "Fearless writing and a broad selection of topics makes this a good choice for fans of women-centered sf and excellent storytelling." Fearless writing!

"They"

Apr. 9th, 2013 01:50 pm
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Here's something I come across a lot: refusal to see "they" as a singular personal pronoun. It seems to primarily be a US English problem. I grew up using "they" where you could also use "he/she" or "he or she", for example: "This author is great! I really like the way they use surreal imagery." I later learned that some genderqueer and non-binary-gendered people use "they" as their personal pronoun of choice, because neither "he" nor "she" fit, and they like "they" more than Spivak pronouns or any of the many others that have been proposed.

The resistance this gets!

Every time I tweet about these uses of "they" (and please do note: these are two separate ways to use "they"), I will get several people telling me that singular usage is grammatically incorrect as if this is universally so (or even relevant) or that they find it weird or or or —

I want to focus on "they" as a singular personal pronoun of choice for those who are genderqueer and non-binary.

I want people to think about what they're saying when they complain this isn't grammatically correct or it just doesn't sound right to them.

This is erasure: telling someone their pronoun isn't correct, telling someone their pronoun is strange — and, by extension, their identity. The dictionary is not a neutral resource. Stop using it to tell someone the way they identify is wrong. Stop making someone's usage of the word "they" all about your discomfort with a word-usage you're not familiar with. I understand that not everyone grew up with the more flexible "they" I did, but now you know that people use it to refer to themselves, why are you still talking about your discomfort? Even if you're not talking to a genderqueer person, if you're just telling this to a cis person (or a person you think is cis), stop doing this. Stop.

I can show you the impact this has, the erasure, the not-seeing it leads to. Here's just one example, in two reviews of a story: "Annex" by Benjanun Sriduangkaew (a new writer whose work I have been really enjoying, with this story no exception). The protagonist is non-binary-gendered, as revealed in the opening lines of the story:

On the eve of Samutthewi’s entry into the Costeya Hegemony, Esithu was sloughing off the shell of their birth-body. There would be speculation afterward what Esithu was born as—someone’s son, someone’s daughter? To that Esithu would always say, “I was born as I am now,” which became a stretch after Esithu obtained a second then a third body. A hardware upgrade, they liked to say. You can never have too many.


I love this. A non-binary person who can change their body multiple times. It reminds me of Tori Truslow's poem "Terrunform" in Stone Telling, specifically these lines:

It wasn't new Earth we wanted, but to be
double-mooned, double-dreamed, multiformed in
mix-matched parts; to put our bodies on
each day, in shapes to fit our hearts


How wonderful to be able to easily and often modify our bodies! How wonderful to read a story like "Annex", imagining a future where this is possible. (Of course, it is not a stretch that Esithu was born as they are now — but I think here Sriduangkaew is representing perception.) Esithu's gender is not even the point of the story: this is simply a future in which non-binary people exist (although it seems there is still some resistance to the idea, but that could be born of authorial necessity to get their gender across).

Here are excerpts from two reviews of "Annex".

Carl V. Anderson at SF Signal: "Two alien entities wage a surreal battle to save an alien world from absorption by powerful hegemony ... A multiple-entity known as Esithu ..."


Lois Tilton at Locus: "Unfortunately, the author has chosen to distract readers with a lot of unoriginal Lookit! We’re in the Future! stuff that I find more irritating than interesting, especially Esithu’s plural pronouns."


A person using "they" as their pronoun is an ALIEN, is IRRITATING and UNORIGINAL. I can't actually decide which of these reviews makes me more angry!

This is what happens when people aren't comfortable with "they" as a singular personal pronoun, when people don't use it, when people tell others it's strange and incorrect. Non-use and non-seeing. Erasure.

Stop doing this.
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A little while ago, Sofia Samatar interviewed KJ Bishop. At the end of that conversation, Sofia suggested that she and KJ and two other people create an exquisite corpse, a surrealistic collaborative poem. Two volunteers were called for. I was one of them, Katie Lavers the other. Between the four of us, we created this:

Wet hands grasp stormy feathers.
Neon-yellow stutters against a crow-black sky.
The tapestry-tailed fox touches the filagree firmament
and a dead dove plucks its guitar in the frosty arbor.

A great secret will drown a small heart.
“Sing me a song, bad boy,” she said. “See my hands still have blood on them.”
Crow feathers fall bundled like hail.
At the opera, suddenly, towers of burning coal.

I think it's amazing. Its lines resonate with each other, forming a whole, yet it is a pleasingly strange one. (I think one of those lines is quite obviously mine, but the others could be anyone's! They could belong to the crows.)
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I was supposed to be looking for references to doors in a database of Sumerian literature, but then I realised I could search for "fox"!

I rather like this curse, in the cursing of Agade: "May foxes that frequent ruin mounds brush with their tails your uzga precinct, established for purification ceremonies!"

And in Sumerian proverbs, there are many foxes:

"The fox lies (?) even to Enlil."

"The fox's door-bolt is a wooden beam."

"A lion having fallen into a trap, a fox came up to him and said: "I'll take your sandals home to the other side for you!""

"The fox's tail is heavy: it carries a harrow."

Then there's a quite fanciful one: "To the wolf vegetable, to the fox-grape (?) vegetable, to the lion plant, to the …… plant, to the dog's-tongue plant, to the property plant, to the shouting plant, the lion roars out: "These have no names." The fool's lot was created by Utu."

I want a fox-grape. The wine would have teeth.
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Steve Berman has announced the table of contents for Heiresses of Russ 2013, co-edited with Tenea D Johnson, collecting the best lesbian science fiction and fantasy stories published last year. It contains my "Feed Me the Bones of Our Saints", from Strange Horizons (which recently placed third for Best Story in the Strange Horizons readers' poll!). Here is all of it, in alphabetical order by surname:

“Harrowing Emily” by Megan Arkenberg
“Reality Girl” by Richard Bowes
“The Witch Sea” by Sara Diemer
“Saint Louis 1990” by Jewelle Gomez
“Narrative Only” by Kate Harrad
“Nightfall in the Scent Garden” by Claire Humphrey
“Only Then can I Sleep” by Tenea D. Johnson
“Elm” by Jamie Killen
“Beneath Impossible Circumstances” by Andrea Kneeland
“One True Love” by Malinda Lo
“Feed Me the Bones of Our Saints” by Alex Dally MacFarlane
“Winter Scheming” by Brit Mandelo
“Nine Days Seven Tears” by JL Merrow
“Oracle Gretel” by Julia Rios
“Otherwise” by Nisi Shawl
“Chang’e Dashes from the Moon” by Benjanun Sriduangkaew
“Astrophilia” by Carrie Vaughn
“Barnstormers” by Wendy Wagner

I'm really looking forward to reading this.

One of the pleasures of reading JoSelle Vanderhooft's lesbian steampunk anthologies Steam-Powered 1 & 2 was the fact that relationships between queer women were normalised. Every story contained them. They varied in tone - some light-hearted fun, some serious, some quite dark - but it meant that whenever something unpleasant happened to lesbians, it was not to the only lesbian in the entire anthology. It did not feel like Dead Lesbian Syndrome (or the alternative where they don't die, but everything is horrendous and tragic), just one of many stories about lesbians in which different things happen. Anthologies like Steam-Powered 1 & 2 and the Heiresses of Russ series are the still-rare places where queer women can exist in multitudes.

So I'm really happy to be included in this anthology - and especially with "Feed Me the Bones of Our Saints", which is my favourite of the stories I've had published so far.
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The Thames is beautiful in the sun, which was so low that walking into it was half-blinding, turning everything golden-orange. I will never stop appreciating that I currently live a 10 minute walk from the river. One of my favourite walks takes me past an abandoned building and, right by it, an odd structure out in the river:



I have no idea what that is. (My phone's camera, meanwhile, has no idea how to cope with low sunlight. The entire sky was, as the other photos show, a wonderful blue. Poking blurrily over the top of those riverfront buildings is the city centre, including the Gherkin and one of the many, many cranes. London is full of construction right now.)

The abandoned building I like is on a bit of the bank that juts out:



I climbed a bit of fence (not the orange fence, which is tall and spiked and beyond which is a CCTV camera, but a lower fence) to get a closer look. I love the detail on the windows. I have no idea what this building is either. Nothing else around it is abandoned; there's a block of flats overlooking it, which would be a wonderful view for anyone who likes interesting abandoned buildings (and, I guess, the view of the city centre beyond it).





I assume that with a bit of poking around online (especially with those initials in the windows) I could find out the building's now-lost purpose, but I quite like the mystery.
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I continue to have my life eaten by essays and slow progress on the story still affectionately known as "spices IN SPAAACE" (I think it will actually be called "Found"), but! There is amusement to be found in hours of work! Because this weekend I was reading about 3rd millennium BCE omen texts for extispicy and they are HILARIOUS.

Firstly: "If, as for the gall bladder, its nose is like a lizard, it is a symbol of Sargon."

And then: "If the fetus is like a lion, it is an omen of Naram-Sin, who subdued the world."

I assume these are sheep fetuses, as the other animal parts are from sheep. I prefer to imagine the next one is a human fetus, though.

"If the fetus has lion's hair on the right side of its shoulder, it is an omen of Sargon."

AND THEN IT GETS EVEN BETTER.

"If the heart is like a scrotum, it is an omen of Rimus whom his servants killed with their tablets."

SCROTUM-HEARTS. MANE-SHOULDERED FETUSES. This is why I study ancient history.
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Huge news:

I WILL BE EDITING THE MAMMOTH BOOK OF SF STORIES BY WOMEN.

Yes. That Mammoth Book anthology series, that massive anthology series. I will be editing an anthology for them. I'M SO EXCITED.

It will be a collection of powerful, important science fiction stories by women, showcasing the unforgettable contributions we have made to the genre in recent decades. It will contain a wide range of women's voices. It will be released in 2014. It will be AMAZING.

I will do a more serious post about submission windows soon (short version: definitely want to do an open call for reprints later this year, not sure yet about originals) but for now I am full of AHHHHHHHHHHHH and CAPSLOCK and huge gratitude that I have been given this opportunity.

SO EXCITED.
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This is awesome! My story "Feed Me the Bones of Our Saints", published in 2012 in Strange Horizons, has been translated into Bulgarian by Petar Toushkov for the zine Сборище на трубадури.

You can find part 1 here and part 2 here!

It is such an honour that someone enjoyed my story enough to translate it.
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I am delighted to announce to the cover and Table of Contents for Aliens: Recent Encounters! It's going to be a big one. The stories are all reprints, taking a wide variety of approaches to the alien theme.

It will be out in June!







An Owomoyela - Frozen Voice
Ken Liu - The Bookmaking Habits of Select Species
Catherynne M. Valente - Golubash, or Wine-Blood-War-Elegy
Zen Cho - The Four Generations of Chang E
Vandana Singh - The Tetrahedon
Paul McAuley - The Man
Ursula K. Le Guin - Seasons of the Ansarac
Molly Gloss - Lambing Season
Desirina Boskovich - Celadon
Genevieve Valentine - Carthago Delenda Est
Caitlín R. Kiernan - I Am the Abyss and I Am the Light
Jamie Barras - The Beekeeper
Robert Reed - Noumenon
Elizabeth Bear - The Death of Terrestial Radio
Sofia Samatar - Honey Bear
Karin Lowachee - The Forgotten Ones
Jeremiah Tolbert - The Godfall's Chemsong
Alastair Reynolds - For the Ages
Brooke Bolander - Sun Dogs
Nisi Shawl - Honorary Earthling
Samantha Henderson - Shallot
Sonya Taaffe - The Boy Who Learned How to Shudder
Eleanor Arnason - Knapsack Poems
Gitte Christensen - Nullipara
Indrapramit Das - muo-ka's Child
Jeffrey Ford - The Dismantled Invention of Fate
Karin Tidbeck - Jagannath
Pervin Saket - Test of Fire
Nancy Kress - My Mother, Dancing
Greg van Eekhout - Native Aliens
Lavie Tidhar - Covenant
Yoon Ha Lee - A Vector Alphabet of Interstellar Travel
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I wrote a zombie story! It's short, it's told via (mostly) fake ancient texts and a fake reconstructed folktale, it has Babylonian women writing to one another and fighting zombies and also there are zombie foxes: because I can. It's called "Selected Sources for the Babylonian Plague of the Dead (572-571 BCE)" and will be published in the anthology Zombies: Shambling Through the Ages from Prime Books, edited by Steve Berman.

One advantage of being an MA student: when you notice a fun historical-themed anthology is imminently closing for submissions, you've already done the research. Take a few sources, a few articles, general knowledge from classes and other reading - and add zombies! And zombie foxes! When the story's published, I'll post about the most influential sources/articles, but I already mentioned one of them here. It's a very short story (only 1,400 words), but I put in some of the things that are most important to me: women doing stuff in history, a part of history I love - and foxes. I also had a surprising amount of fun throwing in the typical zombie tropes of holing up in hastily fortified buildings (not malls! funnily enough) and zombies running through the streets of a city and so on.

The anthology will be published in August! I'm looking forward to it.

And... I realised that I never posted about selling "Singing Like a Hundred Dug-up Bones" to Beneath Ceaseless Skies at the end of last year. Well, I sold that! It has burial mounds and ghosts and amateur archaeology and a singing circle and women's stories - and I love it. It's one of my favourite things I've written.

Thinking about story sales is much more fun than anxiety over PhD applications. Haha. Yes.

/ball of anxiety
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So there's a laughable defense of poor little Eastercon in the Strange Horizons 2012 round-up, which I may or may not blog about. This isn't about that, but it's inspired by the negative side of my feelings for cons.

Last year I went to Bristolcon and had a great time: hanging out with friends, going to some interesting (although a bit frustrating) panels, having fun talking about toilets IN SPAAACE. It's a small, local con and very well-organised and I plan to attend again this year.

But.

I was on a steampunk panel, where I was loud and vocal about things like the representation of women and lesbians, and the importance of stories that reconstruct history from non-dominant viewpoints, with some speaking about issues of colonialism/racism to the extent that my white self can - and afterwards Anne Lyle, a fellow panellist, described the panel as such: "The panel, on “The Evolution and Future of Steampunk” was lively, to say the least, but the very dapper Philip Reeve* did a splendid job of keeping us all in order."

Because when someone's being lively~ about under-represented voices, what we need is a man to keep her in order.

That has been making me a feel a bit sick whenever I've thought about it since the con.

And today I finally got weary of not mentioning it in public.

*For the record, I thought Philip was a good panel moderator. I did not feel "kept in order" by him at all; I felt like he let everyone on the panel say their piece.
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It's 2013! I wish everyone strength, greatness and happiness for the year ahead.

I am beginning the new year with a new story: "Thin Slats of Metal, Painted" is in the Boundaries issue of Crossed Genres Magazine.

This is an old story of mine: I wrote the first draft in 2007, but it's gone through a number of edits (and rejections) in the years since. I wrote it from two unexpected prompts: a photo by KJ Bishop of painted shutters on a Japanese shop, and a tape measure I got in a Christmas cracker. (The story is not set in Japan, however, as I realised I knew nothing about Japan.) I think I still have that tape measure somewhere. I don't have a full-size version of the photo, but I have an icon-version I made back when I was a paid member of LJ:


(Credit to KJ Bishop)

The story is about a girl who likes to measure things, and the trapped birds she finds in a shopping arcade. I hope you enjoy it.
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The UK government is making plans to legislate for equal marriage, ie allowing gay/bisexual/queer people to marry who they want. This is very exciting! Except where it's not, because of course the government is already planning concessions to religious institutions that don't want to marry these couples, and this is really upsetting me.

Bigoted interpretations of religious teachings are not a compulsory facet of being religious. I know gay/bisexual/queer Anglican Christians, Catholics, Jews, Muslims, Buddhists and more. I also know straight people of all these religions and more who are good allies to gay/bisexual/queer people and fully support their rights to equal marriage. It is clearly possible to follow a religion and interpret its teachings in such a way that allows for these views. Religion is not inherently incompatible with supporting or being gay/bisexual/queer people. Interpreting religious teachings in a bigoted way is therefore a choice.

Being gay/bisexual/queer is not a choice.

Yet the people making terrible choices are more important to our government than the people who just want to exist and to express their love for another person in the same way that straight people have been doing for millennia.

Plans for the equal marriage bill include the following:

Amending the 2010 Equality Act to ensure no discrimination claim can be brought against religious organisations or individual ministers for refusing to marry a same-sex couple (source)

I don't think the people doing this realise quite how frightening it is to see plans to use the 2010 Equality Act against us, to sanction discrimination against us. To say that believing gay/bisexual/queer people should not be allowed to marry whoever they like is an okay view to hold.

I get very uncomfortable at the idea of the government meddling in religious institutions. I do. I don't know what the best solution here is (change should always come from within, but we all know how well that's going), I don't even think equal marriage is the biggest most important issue facing gay/bisexual/queer people, but I do know that planned government-sanctioned discrimination is hurting me.

I don't like the fact that religious bigots' choices remain more important than my existence. Progress is being made, but it's hard to take comfort in that when so many people are still working hard to prevent equality.
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As the sparcity of posts has probably indicated, the MA is eating a huge amount of my time - it's delightful, it's making me so happy, it's also a bit like this.

But! I found something cool today that I want to share.

I'm reading an article about the education of Assyrian princes (7th C BCE), when all of a sudden it quotes a letter from Šerua-eṭirat (eldest daughter of Esarhaddon, the king) to Libbali-šarrat (wife of Assurbanipal, crown prince of Esarhaddon at this time, later king):

Why don’t you write your tablets and recite your exercise, or people will say ‘Is this the sister of Šerua-eṭirat, the eldest daughter of the succession palace of Aššur-etelilani-mukinni, the great king, the legitimate king, king of the world, king of Assyria?’ And you are a daughter-in-law, the lady of the house of Assurbanipal, the great crown prince of the House of Succession of Esarhaddon, king of Assyria.

I love finding women in history. Here is proof of the princesses' literacy. Here is a conversation between two women, where one admonishes the other for not studying hard enough. Here is evidence of women's lives for a change.

It also makes me think of all those fantasy novels set in a secondary world where women are nothing more than walking vaginas, illiterate and possessing no skills of "worth" (on which note, please read this post from Kate Elliott on why her character Cat sews: because it is practical, because it is important to survival, because it is a communal activity among women, because sewing has a place in a secondary world adventure, because it is not remotely worthless). Here we have Assyrian royal woman - of course, the most privileged in their society - existing in a very male-dominated society and living lives not wholly revolving around men. (You will find that even less privileged women's lives did not revolve around men. Gasp!) Here we have written fucking proof of some women's skills.

It makes me hate shitty male fantasy writers even more for their wet dreams of worlds where women do nothing at all.
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One of things I've read for the MA this week is a terrible book about Alexander's Successors that was supposed to be a light, straightforward introduction to the chronology, as I want to write an essay about post-Alexander coinage issued by women, but turned out to be full of ridiculous statements that would make a fine drinking game (Robin Waterfield, Dividing the Spoils, 2011 - for the one or two of you who might actually want to know - drink whenever the words 'megalomaniac' or 'purges' are used!) but I did make a few notes from it, mostly things that had very little to do with the subject matter. I particularly liked this commemorative epigram, quoted as part of an aside:

All Nicomache's favourite things, her trinkets and her Sapphic
conversations with the other girls beside the shuttle at dawn
,
fate took away prematurely. The city of the Argives
cried aloud in lament for that poor maiden,
a young shoot reared in Hera's arms. Cold, alas, remain
the beds of the youths who courted her.


(Posidippus 55 Austin/Bastianini; tr. Kathryn Gutzwiller. I am pretty curious about the use of the word 'Sapphic' - does anyone know if its use actually referred to lesbian relationships, or intimate conversations among women, or something else? I am assuming it's in the original Greek; I don't have that to hand...)

'Sapphic' conversations while weaving? I think it's probably quite obvious why I like this.

This is also quite fitting, as I'm hoping to use November and the challenge-framework of Nanowrimo to revise the Turkmen YA novel, which has a lesbian and plenty of textile craft-work. Now I need to leave the library and get started on that!

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